Thursday, January 21, 2010

Simple Answers

I'm grateful today for simple answers to simple prayers. I'm learning (although sometimes I feel like I'm not learning) that the Holy Ghost speaks calmly, softly, simply. He's not in the rush and anxiety to which I often subject myself.
Yesterday I got to go to the temple. I started out by doing some initiatories, then on to an endowment session, and then rounded it out with sealings. Troy and I have decided that rather than making 2 trips in to the temple per month, I will do one longer day, once per month.
When I went in to the Celestial Room, I picked up a triple combination off the table. I thought maybe I could look up "mothers" or "woman" for some ideas on a three-minute talk I'm scheduled to give in sacrament meeting in a few weeks. Before I started to read, I said a little prayer that I would be able to have the ideas come to my mind for the talk I am to give; that the Lord would help me know what He would have me say in the meeting. I looked over "Mother" for a few moments in the Index, and then "Woman", and then quietly, simply, into my mind came the words, "Use the Family Proclamation". That simply. So I closed the book, said a little prayer of thanks (I think I did--I hope I did!), and left to go do sealings.
As I consider this episode today, so simple and quite undramatic, I marvel at the blessing of being able to go to the temple to find answers. The Spirit there, the peace and the unrushed atmosphere lend themselves to inspiration from the Lord. I am grateful that all I have to do is ask, and listen (often the hard part for me), and He will give me what I need.

Tuesday, January 19, 2010

Stromboli

Okay, so here is the extension of the French Bread recipe I promised. This is so good.

Let the French bread dough rise once, for about 10 minutes. Then, roll the dough out into about a 12" x 18" rectangle on a large, greased cookie sheet. It should almost fill the pan. If it is easier to work with, turn the cookie sheet over and bake it on the inverted pan. Just remember to spray it w/ Pam, or it will stick!

Now, spread 3/4 to 1 c. prepared spaghetti sauce or pizza sauce down the center of the dough, longways, about 4" wide, leaving about 1/2" at the ends for sealing. (This is a good way to use up some leftover spaghetti sauce, plus you can pour the rest of the sauce over the bread when serving.) Over the sauce, lay about 25-30 slices of pepperoni--enough to cover the sauce. Next, sprinkle w/ 1 c. grated mozzarella cheese. Then, sprinkle 2 Tbsp. grated Parmesan cheese over all. Next, slice each side of the dough at 1 1/2" intervals, top to bottom, keeping the slices even, and at about a 20-degree angle. Layer the slices alternately over one another, from side to side, creating a faux "braid" on top. Pinch the layers and ends to seal.

Bake at 355 degrees for 20-25 minutes, or until golden brown on top. Brush w/ melted butter or melted butter mixed w/ garlic powder, to taste.

Serve plain or with remainder of spaghetti sauce, heated through.

Constancy & Hope

Over the past several days I've been pondering the constancy of God. The organization of nature and of this universe. The fact that night inevitably follows day and Spring follows Winter. That apple seeds produce apple trees, and rosebushes produce roses. Even down to the fact that if I eat too much my stomach will hurt. The order of His creations gives me peace, comfort, and abiding faith. So much of what I see in the earth--birth, renewal, even death--can bring hope to me, if I let it.
Look at the beauty and variety of His creations. I marvel at not only the tastes and smells of different fruits and vegetables, but also their characteristics of color, size, shape,and texture. It's amazing to me, not only at the beauty of these foods that He has provided for our enjoyment and nourishment, but also at the particular poetry of each plant or tree or bush on which they grow, or the flowers these plants produce! It's no wonder I've gotten distracted into forgetting about the outside world--when I absorb it, how can I not remember the Lord?
Most of all I am grateful for His constancy in remembering me. In giving me chance after chance--loving me, helping me, giving me only what I need, when I need it. I'm so grateful for His perfect and loving ways, His desires for good, the light He brings. I'm grateful for what He teaches me and for what He allows me to experience. He is my perfect parent, and I'm grateful to be one of His children.

Sunday, January 17, 2010

Grateful

I've been remiss in my gratitude feelings and journaling lately. I have felt melancholy tonight, and I don't want to feel this way. So in my prayers tonight I asked for help, and was reminded that I haven't read from the Book of Mormon at all today, not yet. So I will, after I post this. But I want to express my gratitude for the Book of Mormon; any time I feel hopeless or down, I know I can read this inspired book, and it will help me feel better. It helps me to think better, to keep things in perspective, to have hope. I am so thankful for the Book of Mormon and for my access to it anytime at all.