Wednesday, February 10, 2010

February 10, 2010


Today I am grateful to be celebrating 9 years of Gabrielle in our family. The sun is shining and the heavy rains we've had this past several days have cleaned the air and freshened the view. The almond tree in the yard is beginning to bud, and the apricot trees are showing signs of life as well. Almond blossoms smell so good--they are right up there with cherry blossoms for me.
I'm grateful that each member of my family can get up and move and go and do as we please without physical impairment. I'm grateful for clarity of mind (when I have it) and the blessing of agency. I've often felt that my discretionary time was a burden--that I could be or feel more "important" if I had a set schedule by way of a career or great responsibilities. I am learning that more than being a burden, the way I use my time is a challenge and a test for me--an opportunity to learn to choose wisely. I am grateful for the time I have to pursue my goals, but I know too that I must choose between those things that are "good, better, or best" (Elder Oaks).