Worth the Effort

Tonight I accidentally dropped my bowl of hot soup down my front, in the process splashing my clothing with broccoli & cheese, breaking my bowl on the granite, and creating a liquid explosion which doused my counter, cooktop, cabinet front and floor.

My first thought was to react with exasperation, but quickly extinguished it with the affirmation, "This is not a big deal. It's a mess to be cleaned up; I've cleaned up a million messes before."
Upon turning to face the mess, however, I suddenly became angry. Many recent trials sprang to my mind. This past year has been a seemingly endless string of stresses, worries, fatigue and fear. I exclaimed to Troy, "When was the last time life was fun? Why is everything hard? Why do I even bother trying when it doesn't seem to make a difference?"
As I went to the laundry room to change out of my soupy clothes, a calm voice came into my mind which said, "Nobody owes you anything. Everything you do have is a gift, and nothing you have has been earned. Remember to be grateful and you will not be tempted to feel entitled."

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Beside my bed I knelt to pray. I asked for forgiveness, thanking Heavenly Father for the refinement I receive through the trials He gives me. His love surrounded me as He accepted my offering and relieved me of my burden.
Life is and will always be hard. Moments of serenity and beauty, though, however fleeting, must take center stage. If nothing else, the pain helps me to appreciate the joy when it does come, just like I appreciate my extended family so much more because I know what it is like to live without them nearby. Acting in anger leads to regret; gratitude always brings peace.
"Sincerely giving thanks not only helps us recognize our blessings, but it also unlocks the doors of heaven and helps us feel God’s love." --President Thomas S. Monson

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